There are things I desperately try to avoid,
to the point I go beyond out of my way.
And yet somehow at the end of the day,
I do the very thing I said I wouldnt,
I do the very thing I know I shouldnt.
And what I wished to protect Ive destroyed.
Theres no denying Im my own worst enemy,
No one hurts myself like I do,
and its for unknown reasons I feel a need to.
I know exactly what it is that hurts me,
and I reach for the things that I know burn me,
Not giving a damn that you believe in me.
So take my hand and hold it here,
hear my apology and know its sincere.
I said things I didnt really mean,
the consequences that were unforseen,
Dont let me burn this to the ground,
I promise I’m really not ready to lay us down.